I'm not eating my food, it's eating me

I'm starting to think I have a tapeworm or something. I have major PMS, I had FOUR SLICES of colby jack cheese as a snack last night at 10:00, and yet this morning I was still 144. I can't figure it out! I suppose I shouldn't complain, but at the same time I don't want to use it as an excuse to eat bad food. I did manage to make it out of the grocery store WITHOUT any ice cream (as much as I wanted some), so I'm pretty proud of that.

Last December, I weighed 30 lb. more than I do today. And I'm not going back.